#47 One left after this!

Wow. I've been up now for 35 hours. And I'm still going?? whoa I didn't think my body could handle that. :D Guess I'm not as old as I thought. I'm proud of myself.

This has been an awesome night. I think I wanna do it again next year, but with a lil better planning. :D No going out the day before it starts, and I'm gonna make sure I have PLENTY of Dr. Pepper to last me the night. I've missed my Pepper. :(

Hopefully next year, we won't be fighting with the bills and will have them caught up, so I can blog on one of the sites I can post from my phone. Hell, if I'd thought ahead (AND had my phone connected), I'd have done this at LJ, and been out and about, making voice posts from my phone, or at least SOME. :)

I don't regret any part of this weekend, tho. I'm REALLY REALLY amazed that my parents aren't complaining about the fact I've said once my last post in in, I'm in bed. I know I'm gonna have to take my sleeping pill tonite to get to sleep. Should only take one, tho.

I have an appt with my psych med dr tomorrow. That should be interesting. I gotta drive to Seattle to go to it. That's an ick thought. But, I'm gonna sleep tonite, and I'll be golden tomorrow.

Last night was cool and creepy at the same time, though. Being the only one up in the house all night, with my fear of the dark was odd. That's a big part of why I kept my smoking to a minimum. I didn't wanna go out in the dark by myself. :D I'm such a chicken. I know, I know, it's the PTSD causing it, so it's not that I'm a chicken, but it still bugs the hell out of me that I'm almost 30 years old, and I'm STILL terrified of the dark. Great way to help my kids get over it, isn't it? I'm a GREAT role model.

Ok. That's my entry. I'm gonna go make myself an Irish Coffee. With REAL Bailey's Irish Cream. I think I've earned it.