Well, I'm halfway there. I've made it this far, how much more can I do? I know some who've dropped out already. I have to admit, I'm debating it. But, for now, I'm still going.
I've gotten a total of THREE comments since Blogathon started. Two from an online friend who was on the "A" schedule, and one from another blogathonner. I feel like I'm doing this for no reason. Like nobody is even noticing that I'm here.
This seems to be a theme in my life. Like I do all this stuff, but no one ever notices me. It's something I've talked about with my therapist. Do I need validation to feel that what I'm doing is worth it? Part of me says YES to that. That I really really want the validation. But, then, a big part ofme says NO, that even if not another soul in the world notices what I'm doing, I'm doing this for a good reason. But, still.... I dunno.
29 July 2007
#24 HALFWAY POINT
Posted by BiFemPagan at 08:56
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I came over here to give you some support! This is Mandy aka ceterisparibus btw!!! See, you should have done your blog over at Bloop for this--then you'd be swimming in the comments! I think people are intimidated by the interface here. And the fact that you have to have a username to leave a comment since this blog doesnt allow anonymous comments. I'm going to try to sign in with my old gmail account and see if this works. Otherwise, I'm copying and pasting this comment in your Bloop! Haha! YOU CAN DO IT!!!!
I got tons more support at bloop than i did on here.. i think i got maybe 4 comments on blogger total.. and at least 4 per entry on bloop.
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